Wednesday, September 10, 2008

cheryl blogged at 8:48 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

the feeling i get when i miss you...

had a talk with mich last night..and through the chat i realised so many things...

1) i miss you

2) what we had was special, and i can probably never find such a feeling with anyone else again

3) i want to know whether you still love me (coz i do)

4) i actually have very strong feelings for you, although i was not willing to acknowlege them before

5) you still affect me, alot.

6) i guess you're the only one i really ever love.

cheryl blogged at 6:26 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

tomorrow....will be easter day...not april 11...but yep, the whole story of how we got together is flashing back violently in my head right now...you don't seem to be affected...oh well, u're happier without april 11 2004 ever having taken place i guess...

cheryl blogged at 11:01 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

it doesn't matter that u keep asking girls out nowadays..but i can't believe i had to see what i just did in the midst of doing my essay...

it's really painful...

cheryl blogged at 8:06 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

i miss you so much, it hurts...

i never realised how much you mean to me...


i never realised how much i love you...


i never realised how good we were together...


i never realised so much till now...





it really hurt when i saw you walking together with those two girls...


when i know you've been going out with them so frequently...


i don't want to think further than i ought to...but i am...


and i am feeling pain, when i thought it wouldn't affect me this bad...


but yet, i know i'm not jealous in the way that i get mad at you for going out with them...


in fact, i sincerely wish for you to be happy...


and if these are the things that make you happy...


then i truly am glad for you...





i don't think i can turn back time and change the way things were...


i don't think i can ever have the courage to tell you all these things...


so i don't think you will ever know how much i'm hiding from you...


just to see that smile on your face...


and the better time you're having...





i pray that God will take charge of this whole situation...


and that He will have the power to change things to be the way He wanted...

cheryl blogged at 4:48 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

i'm not a perfect person

there's many things i wish i didn't do

but i continue learning

i never meant to do those things to you

and so i have to say before i go

that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me

to change who i used to be

a reason to start over new

and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt you

it's something i must live with everyday

and all the pain i put you through

i wish that i could take it all away

and be the one who catches all your tears

and so i need you to hear

i've found a reason for me

to change who i used to be

a reason to start over new

and the reason is you

i've found a reason to show

a side of me you didn't know

a reason for all that i do

and the reason is you...

cheryl blogged at 6:06 AM

Monday, February 26, 2007

cheryl blogged at 12:43 AM